Should I Love You?

I watched you fall once.
Wrapping my wings around you
I picked you up.
Protecting you, pushing away my own fears.

Time passed.
Life was good.
In your arms I was home.
Nothing could hurt me.
Together we fought side by side,
Battle worn we kept the demons away.

Then all at once our world was shattered.
You tore your heart away from mine.
Cold emptiness was all I felt.
Darkness filled my heart.
Alone, afraid, lost and weak,
I fought for what I believed in…
Taking back what was mine.

Wounded, bleeding and crushed in spirit,
I spread my wings to fly away.
I heard you call my name,
You told me that you loved me.
You held me close and kissed my lips.

I shuttered at your touch
Feeling just like before,
Your love is there I see it in your eyes.
In my heart… fear and darkness hide.

You tell me everyday your love is true.
You’ve asked me to stay.
The pain you've caused has deeply burned my heart.
What truly was the price to pay?

Standing strong on my own,
In your arms are where I want to be.
You picked me up,
You held me while I fell apart.
Still fear lingers and I wonder…
Should I keep loving you?